February 2012
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Playing a holiday =) Going to go visit all my friends in the capitals for my birthday.
Anonymous asked: Well there sexy, sexy cass, you may never know who I am. Unless you've noticed my love for spelling before. Hey, since you have a phone now you should use it much more often. I get lonely when you don't tumblr blog for me. Text me dear. I think you know who anon is :)
Anonymous asked: Cassmandra, why have you disappeared? I miss your blog. You are so interesting and sexy and I love when you post. Please don't forget about us.
January 2012
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Ok. I live in the country.
I know that shooting certain animals is not avoidable because not doing so is harmful to the environment and native animals.
It is rural Australia, these things cannot be avoided.
I understand it has to be done. I realise that I am friends with a lot of people on facebook that also live on large propertys and they partake in these activities.
What makes me sick is...
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I am sick of people telling me “I hope you’re ok.” Thanks for the thought guys but you all are being to sound like broken record players.
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Ok. This sucks. Somehow, our toilet managed to just fall off the wall. So now, to use the toilet, I have to walk to office flat. Laaaaaaammmmmeeee. But, on a better note, I got the stretchers I bought off the Internet =D First time I have ever bought something online. Yay! I am finally progressing towards the technical capabilities of an eight year old.
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I wish I knew what I was looking for in life. I wish I knew what I could do to make everything better. I wish I didn’t fuck up so bad and so often. Sometimes it seems I just do it on purpose. Are people ignoring me or am I pushing them away, or, better yet, is it all in my head? Some days I am pretty sure it is. I wish I wasn’t so lonely but at the same time I am happy in my isolation....
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I fucking hate it when the cat comes and sits on my lap and then starts cleaning himself.
Seriously cat, go away and do that because it creeps me out.